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hate that i love you.

Oct. 2nd, 2007 | 06:43 pm
mood: depresseddepressed

(This post has been a draft for quite some time.
I've decided to go ahead and publish it.
Oh well.
Rarrr me.)



Take my hand. I'll hold on tight.
And when the whole wold's against us, we'll stand next to each other hand in hand, holding on tight,
and proving everyone wrong.

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Aug. 14th, 2007 | 08:06 pm
mood: frustratedfrustrated
music: Merry Happy - Kate Nash

LS. Thanks for the hugs and the love and everything else that comes with the 11 of you.
Cheetong, I needed you more today:)
Thanks for being there when I did baby.
I love you.
2 hours to 15 days left.



There.  I transferred my blogspot post here. I think it was kind of rude. But I was really pissed off. I'm not apologizing for being rude. I really got pissed off. I don't think I need to apologize. Fact is, you need too. And you haven't. Try it sometime. It might work. I still have to work with you.




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some love please?

Jul. 30th, 2007 | 11:04 am
location: A1706 (DLSU) :D
mood: crappycrappy
music: Broken - Secondhand Serenade

asdhalwuifhnparuiovhlrseiofj.

i'm in class:)

this journal is so dead. in my previous post i was bright and shiny and happy.
and now. i'm dark and twisty and not so happy.
urgh.
in my next post, i shall enter what's so dark and twisty about life.

asdfjhawlruvhrlvnuslkrjgna;orvnhraekvnrovhnsdkrjvnreu!

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Jul. 11th, 2007 | 07:19 pm
mood: peacefulpeaceful
music: Nick Carter - Who Needs The World

eeeeeeek. i haven't updated this journal in the longest time.

because i have nothing much to complain about.
i'm trying this new thing.
it has to do with the law of attraction. something about us as humans being a form of energy and that if we give off bad energy or what we call bad vibes, the universe gives off bad energy too.
or, what turns into our bad day.

so, i decided to be happy all the time, not get pissed and if i do count to ten and take deep breaths and just keep the bad vibes away and attract all the good energy.

also, surprisingly and oh-so-ironically, i find peace and calmness in playing the guitar or the piano.
in other words, i'm really happy these days.
feverish or not, i'm still happy.

no wonder my journal's so empty. it was initially for ranting and screaming or whatever.
but whatever.
:)

i need to "happily" complete my thesis.

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pardon this shit.

Jun. 28th, 2007 | 10:26 pm
mood: pissed offpissed off
music: heavy rain pouring on our roof.

i am so pissed.
stupid heavy rain pouring like crazy.
i hate this.

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afsjfljhf;rfhlaiv

Jun. 27th, 2007 | 07:37 pm
mood: nostalgicnostalgic
music: Before I Let You Go - Freestyle

I am so tired, stressed, sleepy
and I need you.
I remember hugging you after walking around so much and getting so tired.
And all that tiredness I felt went away.
Like you absorbed it all or made it melt away.
I don't know.
One way  or another, you made me feel better.
I miss you.

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OH! SYMPATHY WHERE HAVE YOU GONE?

Jun. 22nd, 2007 | 07:00 pm
mood: crankycranky
music: Have you ever really loved a woman - Bryan Adams

Tan tong tong. If you read this. I don't know if you will. Much less if you know i'd be typing this.

Please get well okay? No more getting wet in the rain. Please take care of yourself.
You make me so happy. You make me so happy.
You have this way of relaxing me.
You calm me, you make me feel better about myself.
You make me smile everyday. I click accept, I see your face pop on my screen and i feel better.
Especially when my day sucked. I go to you and I feel comforted.
It proves how much I love you.
You don't have to be right next to me for me to feel that you love me. I

 love how you do that.
I love how i feel so loved by you.
I love how you make me feel everyday.
I love how you show you love me.
I love how I feel more loved by you than most people in a relationship with someone near them feels loved.

I love you.
-Collapse )

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STRANGE AND BEAUTIFUL

Jun. 21st, 2007 | 11:36 pm
mood: groggygroggy
music: Sparkle Me - The Buffseeds

DAMNIT WOMAN. Quit being bossy. You'll lose all your friends.
You don't gain friends by telling them what to do.
You gain more friends doing nice thoughtful things.

Not bossing us around.
Do you not notice that we find it hard to be around you?

OMG. Be nice will you?

I need to puke.

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FACE DOWN

Jun. 18th, 2007 | 09:21 pm
mood: draineddrained
music: Hallelujah - Imogen Heap

Like I said, Stress.
I just finished uploading my powerpoint presentation homework for EDTECH.
I think I was about a few minutes late.
Prof Yumi will hopefully accept my work since I took about three hours to complete it.

I just cried for a pathetic 10 minutes and talked to Cheetong.
Thank you baby for listening to my crap.

I'm so tired. I'm so tired.
My feet hurt and my head's killing.
I haven't eaten at all for the whole day except for two glasses of milk.

I'm talking to Jesslyn and Fangee right now.
I miss them. I miss my bestfriends.

I need my favorite people.

I need to go back to doing my school work.

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FREAK ME OUT.

Jun. 18th, 2007 | 07:45 pm
mood: soresore
music: Unlike Me - Kate Havnevik

EDTECH power point due tonight at 9pm
ECEDCHD lecture handout's about an inch think that i need to read.
PSYCHOLOGY homework
A CUT on my right foot sole.
The HEAT and HUMIDITY.
Annoying people telling me too much irrelevant crap.


STRESS I TELL YOU.

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